Horrifying Mind

How I spilled water on the floor, I swear it was never poison.

But I was fearful, and it was dark, I ran and hid before I hear steps, and I waited, for someone.. 

To make a noise, any noise, to scream and scare me, but it was quite and warm, and the darkness turned into brightness, 

Oh, how I breathed again.

 

Scared, and fearful of emptiness I was.
Quite and warm reality was.

I believe that the world my head lives in

Is more horrible place

Than a world full of women

Hunting our bodies

With their tongues.

Letter

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I write this letter for us, for the past and the memories.
Apologizing for everything I didn’t do to keep the roof above our hearts.
 
It’s not us anymore
It’s just You and …me
We’re not apart
But we’re not even close
No one left the battlefield
No one’s bleeding
 
It saddens me how things will fall apart eventually..
I can see the future, the lonely nights, and the wet white pillow..
 
A month passed without you, and the year will end in a blink of an eye…without you!
 
I promised our souls to hold myself together, till I forget the promises you broke.
 
 
Wise people always write about forever, fairytales and promises. And they both sing the same song, and the world knows that nothing lasts forever, and this ain’t a fairytale, and promises are meant to be broken.

Empty Walls

Each thought of you can hurt my mind, and mess up the sight. 
I can only allow you to leave, just stay responsible for what you did to me, so, When you leave..
Pick your story, Erase your memories, And close the door behind you. 
I don’t want anyone to open it, so, leave it locked, and swallow the key.
 
You’re evil,  for choosing my rest time to show up surprisingly.
You pop out of nowhere, to remind me of how much I messed up with you, so, please, don’t leave scars. 
All I’m about is missing you, I’m going crazy about you, half of me worried, and the other half don’t know what’s the right thing to do.
 
How is that even possible? 
To draw sadness on my face, that what makes you special, evil things you do best.
And the hardest part, is you forcing me to keep you in mind..
And everything around me makes me miss you.
I wake up each night checking on you, like a mother checkin’ on her son, but the fever you’ve got, burned my skin, And I’m poor to cure your madness.
This day has to come uncontrollably.
Like fate, like a nightmare.
 
After you, I promised myself to build walls without doors.
You’re evil for leaving me like that, I can’t see nor hold your hand.
It’s seems like the end of the road is right here, and that’s what scares me the most.

Priceless need

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A priceless need to the stormy weather
That makes you feel surrounded by lovers
 
 
A priceless need in showing pauperization
To involve you in alienation
 
 
A priceless need in acting innocent
To teach me sin
 
Lose your mind
Be mine
Never leave behind
Let’s drink wine
Act blind
Leave it unsigned
 
 
 ‘Cause I got your sight
Cuddle me tight,
Tonight..
 
 
To reach your Edge
To catch your Soul
This is my priceless need.

World On War

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This afternoon, the weather was frustrated

 But I kept on walking to reach ’em

 I glanced a man filled with anger, 

Yelling at the boy out of hunger

While this noisy world didn’t care to share bread, 

To calm him down before he turns dead.

 And this young lady was in a hurry, 

Trying to catch up with time

But, she end up pouring coffee on her shirt, 

Like it was her first time.

 And the boss, caressed his life, to win this deal,

 But he couldn’t ’cause the lady wasn’t here.

 I ran to help the old lady cross the street

She was surprised of my treat.

 

 Is the world on war? 

    Can you beat careless heat?

 

I walked to share a smile..

 I lost prospect’s attention, found neglect and rejection.

     ..Disappointment covered my eyes

 And depression filled their ways

 As she said; it will soon be dead.

And now, 

I believe this crowded planet will soon get drafty, 

As my cup of coffee gets empty.

 

 

What’s our duty?

Paradise

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 I found the way to your heart..

 I’m wadding for the journey

          From where should I start?

  I grabbed band aids ’cause what I’ve been told seems real

 And the road is hard to peel  

 

  In my way,

I felt the hunger for your touch 

But the dream of holding your hand in the end gave strength to my soul.   

I picked the broken pieces in this rough road willing to be your heroine

 

And when it rained,

I slumbered in a safe place

In your secure cave. 

 

I prayed god to keep you for me 

I prayed god to let no one reach you before me  

 

  The sun shined out of nowhere..

Your loyal birds couldn’t hid your story for so long

A little bird begged me to turn this gloomy land to paradise  

 

I dug everywhere,

I found little joy, spangled moments, a lilliputian hope, and a smile.

 

In your sky

I looked for the rainbows of desire to be my direction  

 

The end of the road is near 

 I may see your paradise 

 

     I..

I smelled the roses,

I swam the lake,

I survived it all .

 

My eyes looked straight ahead to see your huge portcullis

As the gate opened

         I stopped dead

I am afraid to touch this land.